A Good Little Girls Zine

I wrote it before bedtime, 

SOS!

I need you both, FaceTime, whatever…let me know when

Just as I clicked the letters, the guilt swooped in:  you don’t need to take care of me, I should be able to do it on my own, I shouldn’t need you.

Neither of you have sent a similar message, but then–

I hit send anyway, ignoring the fears of appearing weak and asked for a life line or two or three.

Like branches of lightning across a dark sky, your voices arrived, engulfing me with your fierce spirit.

You listened, 

You loved,

You wrapped me tight in your gentle voices

The exact repose, I needed that night.

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Sonia Chintha

Sonia Chintha is an Indian American writer who lives in the Washington DC area. She blogs, writes poetry, and fiction. She is also an English teacher who believes that our experiences teach us more than any test. She is the founder and co-editor of Good Little Girls.

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