A Good Little Girls Zine

A Backyard Symphony by Diana Vaniotis

Illustration by Tatyana Safronova

Edited by Parivash Fahim Goff 

Metallic chimes write the melody 
As crashing waves pound the chorus.
The beat faint in the distance: a foghorn metronome
Blowing a
Low
Slow 
Rhythmic cadence as the 
Mournful aria of a lone sealion 
Fades in and out with the breeze. 

An orchestra perpetually warming up
Discordant now, a promise to synchronize
But it never does.
The waving wands of lavender conductors ignored
As an audience of bees murmurs the buzz of anticipation
Waiting for the music to begin

My program is devoid of composers, selected movements, monied contributors
Just listen, it says

I am lulled by the fugue of tinkling metal bars
Constantly rearranging, never repeating
I am an aphasic trying to pull out the words
To match the music
They come in and out of focus
A short sequence, a phrase
But no meaningful message.

A memo though, is imprinted
directly to my brain
Just listen, it whispers

hummmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmm.

Picture of Diana Vaniotis

Diana Vaniotis

Diana lives on the Central Coast in California where she spends her post- teaching career days taking daily walks along the sea, tends her garden, pals around with her plucky dog, Poppy, reads and reads some more, engages in civic activism and occasionally cooks up a storm of Mediterranean food to share with family and friends. That was before the Covid pandemic. Now she essentially does the same thing, but with a mask.