A Good Little Girls Zine

I slipped on my Women's size 6
gray and teal Chuck Taylor's
and stood up
it was 70 degrees outside
December
A slight summer-like breeze
brushed through the apartment
hugging me
wishing me luck
All my belongings
packed, stacked
outside
in a large truck
the inside
empty--
I couldn't help but remember
that first day I walked into
this very home 2 & 1/2 years ago
empty
just like this
minus
all the love and comfort
our first place
as husband and wife
the place
 --where I found my job
the place
 --where I started my novel
the place
the home
my home
The sun warmed my back
I memorized the blue walls
the very color
that we had chosen
holding hands
 --compromising.
"you ready?" he asked
placing his hand on the small of my back
hand-in-hand
we walked out
leaving it behind:
our first place
allowing the sadness 
to dissolve into the new
the new love
the new comfort
that would be our--
my
sweet home.
My New Backyard!
My New Backyard!
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Sonia Chintha

Sonia Chintha is an Indian American writer who lives in the Washington DC area. She blogs, writes poetry, and fiction. She is also an English teacher who believes that our experiences teach us more than any test. She is the founder and co-editor of Good Little Girls.

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